God Spelled Backwards

Best friend

Along dirt paths, I am led

Paw prints ahead

As the sun beams through the trees

In nature, at peace

You look back at me

We’re both smiling

I love you too, unconditionally

Heaven sent

My best friend

You teach me about what really matters

God spelled backwards

~ CR

“Every time I think of you, I give thanks to my God.”

~ Philippians 1:3

Poetry is an art, it’s a creative outlet which I found deep discovery of myself through writing during my first sobriety stretch in 2023.

I even wrote a poetry book!

It’s a deeply personal memoir of spiritual growth in recovery, offering hope and inspiration to those struggling with addiction, body dysmorphia, and/or mental health.

I have battled these challenges for now 17 years and my book presents a unique blend of poetry, personal insights, and scripture, accompanied by featured custom-painted artwork.

This book is thoughtfully written and formatted with the purest of intentions.

I’m excited to get back into writing and the poetry scene!

Stay tuned…

You can find my book on Amazon:

https://www.amazon.com/Human-Behind-Mask-Carly-Reed/dp/B0CP9R8TJ8

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